February 16, 2005

~*~R.I.P Gavin Gann~*~
   by sweetpea14 <slimshadylover130@yahoo.com>

It's hard to lose a best friend. My best friend Gavin Gann died Feb. 10, 2005. I have known him all my life and it's just soooo sad. I cry myself to sleep, I have since I found out that he died. I went to his visitation yesterday (Feb. 15) and I saw him in that casket, and I just didn't want to believe that he was really gone. It looked like he was sleeping and all you had to do was wake him up. But I also didnt want to believe that was really him, I kept telling myself through tears of grief that he was gonna come through the double doors that were beside his casket. But he never came.

My life has changed forever, my life will never be the same. I stood by him for hours just looking at him. I knew that he wasn't in pain anymore, that he was in a better place now, shining down on all his friends and family. He was a great friend, he was caring, sweet and loved to just have fun whenever he could. I wont see Gavin for a very long time, but when I do I will be happy. His funeral is today (Feb. 16). A few of my friends and I are going to read a poem that we all made for him and then put that poem in his casket with him, so he will forever know that he was loved by a lot of people and always will be.

R.I.P Gavin Gann, may God keep you forever and always, I love you with all my heart, you were a wonderful friend and you still are. I know that you are my guardian angel and you are to the rest of your friends and family. Goodbye Gavin, I miss you.

Published: February 25, 2005
Editor: stacy