June 8, 2006
Dyslexic Writings Of An Early Fashion
by AzureSkyy <email@example.com>
Psychoanalysis Autopsy [*] By: ~Matt S.~ I'm frigid and empty For all these years I've been killing my peace To restore my calm Does it make sense? Am I going inane? I think so Because after all this time I've finally driven myself insane It wasn't supposed to be like this Thinking these thoguths I've thought my thoughts to death And then I thought my emotions to death, too And now there's nothing left to kill but my inner peace And eventually, that will curl up and die along with The rest of me Through all the psycho-analysis I've done the impossible Attained emotional immortality Immortality of the heart Like any other Is more a curse than a blessing Because I can try to feel I want it all to be real But it's not real My world My illusion It was all painted grey And now I've drawn the same brush against myself Because I'm tired of hiding me from you So I began to hide me from myself And now I've gone passively insane, Inane from death by thought
Frostburn [*] By: ~Matt S.~ You were The breeze fluttering underneath my wings But then it got cold So, so cold, cold ... And the air left my lungs And then you were stolen from under my wings Now I'm falling farther than I've ever fallen before There's an edge to my coldness So cold it burns And you shy away from my hand as I touch your face Shy away from the words that I speak Because they bite in a way no teeth ever could My heart beats with liquid rage A rage that fills the room And not just your veins With the scent of blood So, so warm, warm ... It's flowing from my body A liquid power, a tangible acid, a forceful flame It flows over you and over me, back unto you and back once more into me To be placed in the seething cauldron of my anguish What's a few more torrents Ontop of all this torment?
Nobody Knows By: ~Matt S.~ Nobody knows who the little boy in the hall is He's walking faster today and blinking too much But he isn't heart-broken But he isn't mad He's only lonely But you didn't know that So you pitied him for a while And then you forgot All about him Then he shows up again in your life He's still got that sad look, the too-fast walk, and the rapi-blink .. But there's no pity in you anymore, you wasted it on yourself This time you're lauging Laughing and not thinking It makes the boy put his head down just a little bit farther, walk a little bit faster And then his eyes flutter Like a butterfly On shattered wings.
Forever (Is just one Lifetime after Eternity) By: ~[.x.Esoteric.x.] A lifetime after eternity fades and forever is past I may get to finally Lay eyes upon you If memory allows We'll . . . Run to each other And drown in the passion Embrace the lust And give in to the love And take our very first hug Melt into that very first kiss Dissolve into love long forsaken And dance the first dance Of the lover's heart With life in unison One heart One body One mind One need ... To be loved Forever In this lifetime After Eternity
Published: June 12, 2006