November 7, 2006

The Sad Truth
   Anonymous

 Why  can't  I  stop the  inevitable? 
 Why  do  I  have  to  hide  behind  my  pride?..My  lies?
 I  try  to  fool  myself  but   to  no  avail..
 Mentally  able  to  esacape  momentarily  I  am 
   unable too  lie  and  fool  my  heart..
 I  thought  about  you  often..
 I  long  for  you  I  think  of  you  although  I  tell   
   myself  it  won't  last.. 
 Although  I  tell  my  friends  your  only  a   
   memory  in my  past..  
 Even  though  I  erased  all  your  msgs..
   your  voicemails..your  number.. 
 I've even contemplated  changing  my  number  so  I'll 
   never hear  your  voice  again..
 Even  though  I  tried  and  attempted again to   
   erase you  from my  thoughts..my  memory..my  dreams..
 So  that  maybe  I'll  forget..
 So  that  maybe  it  won't  hurt.

Published: November 10, 2006
Editor: stacy