September 26, 2007
Friend Count: Zero
I love my life. I have clothes to wear, food to eat and I have shelter and a place to lay my head. I only have one, well not one, but it's one that is really bothering me. I don't have at least one "best friend/really good friend." Sometimes I get so lonely, and I have no one. I have no really tight friend that when am in a jam I can call. I have no friend that I can call on the spur of the moment and say lets do this or lets do that. No one to call and say am feeling blue, can you come over.
I mean I have people but, they're just talk and move with me like on a school basis or so and after that, that's it. At nights I don't have no one to chat with for hours on the phone. I mean its not the end of the world but I have always thought it good to have that one person you can count on and I don't have that.
Sometimes I want to go somewhere and I have no one to call to go with me. I don't mind going places on my own, but it gets boring after a while, especially when everyone is there with someone else.
Now you're probably thinking where's my significant other? I can't even seem to get me one of those either. No body seems to be interested. I don't think it's my personality, cause am a great person, but people never give me the chance. I guess they just look at me and judge and never bother to really learn the truth. I am a great listener and I have good advice but no one willing to talk to me and listen to my stories. Sometimes I just talk to myself, sometimes even I think am going loco.
So for now I guess I just have to deal with it. I mean I get really sad at times but hopefully things will get better and one day I'll experience that happiness. What y'all think? Anyone can relate to me or what?
Published: October 2, 2007