December 7, 2007
Lonely Lonely Lonely
I wanna scream but would anyone hear me? I wanna run but would anyone come look for me? The depression is back and there's no one to run to, no one to talk to, no one to console or comfort me.
So I ended my final exams today before the winter break, and it was supposed to be such a happy day filled with excitement and anticipation about the upcoming holidays. Instead I realised the same thing is gonna happen this holiday I will be spending it alone with no one to share it wtih.
It sucks to be alone during the holiday season. Being alone any other time of year is bad but during the holiday season its even worse. I mean all these warm commercials, songs and promotions to stimulate togetherness and then you realise oh! I have no one but myself.
Its really bad especailly at the parties and other season activities, when all couples come together and act so in love and happy.(blahhh!!!!!)
But to those of you who are like me and may be alone, look on the bright side we are financially free this time of year. There is no worry as to what to get, am I spending enough and I wonder what am getting.
Published: December 7, 2007